crying

Tears fall accidentally
I'm so sorry. You weren't supposed to see that.
I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable with my pain.
Please forgive me.
I know my crying is not an appropriate reaction to this conversation.
Let's reschedule this for some other time
when I've learned to keep my feelings under control.
Let me shamefully walk away
as I fail to understand
why did I apologise for bothering you
if I was the one in pain?